2. The Night I was Crying by J. Yeh
RF: This intimate tape exploits video’s capacity to capture the most personal moments. It brings to mind Shigeko Kubota’s 1975 performance tape, My Father, which consists of a single shot of the artist crying in her apartment in New York, mourning the death of her father in Japan. Kubota is a pioneer media artist and was married to the father of video art, the late Nam June Paik.
In spite of its confessional tone and seeming spontaneity, The Night I Was Crying is thoughtfully structured with effective use of on-screen text and good narrative closure. Where I would make suggestions is in terms of clarity. Especially because the competition context is ACAS, AIDS and Pride, I would have liked to have a better sense of what is actually being described and what is at stake: are AIDS-phobia, racism, sexism, lesbophobia, xenophobia implicated? Group think, bad decision-making, rumours, blackmail and bullying are all referenced as ways of interpreting the incident or incidents. Sometimes one does not know if a bad expeience is based on discrimination or not, but I’m not given enough detail to know what went on. I’m therefore not able to make up my own mind.
JSA: This video captured my attention right away with its’ simple close up of a person crying and talking into the camera. I was curious to hear their story. That is an effective technique you have chosen. However, the more I watched, the more I became unsure of the video’s purpose or its’ relevance to ACAS’ work and values.
The confessional narrative talks about the impact of harassment and “GroupThink” bullying and then the video ends with the date and the assertion that ‘this is the last time I will let this happen’. Is the person considering suicide, violence, or revenge?
I think you have an interesting idea that can further developed, j yeh. Thank you for your creative ideas and keep making videos!